With all the things going on in the world lately, it's so hard to keep up with peoples expectations. Honestly, I don't want to keep up. I consider myself to be someone who thinks a lot and sometimes I think too much, and it really hurts me. I over analyze so many different situations everyday. Instead of just doing a simple task, I have to look at it from twenty different angles and inspect if it's really worth it. Sometimes, I love that about myself but lately, it's getting tiring. I just want to be able to do something without having to go crazy first, or let things go in a day instead of hanging on to them for eternity (it feels like).
So, I stayed home to re-group and meditate today. My first step was to write about this and now I am turning on The Beatles. Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da! Life goes on I guess.